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03:23 pm
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Scary...But So True...
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Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf)
Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.
Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.
These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.
Your exact opposite:
The Playstation
Random Gentle Sex Master
| You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.
ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy, The Loverboy
CONSIDER: The Manchild |
Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: trashcanbarbie |
Current Mood:  aggravated
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04:59 pm
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RIP...
Seems like we lost not one but two young Romans this week...so now that I think about it...we lost Josh, Bubba, Dan, and Gordon in the past year...
Days like this make me glad that I have the chance to run away from home...
Rome won't be the same without you guys...and I hope all of you are happy in heaven...
Current Mood: aggravated
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05:08 pm
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A Continuation Of Heathers Entry...
Wow...when the Spice Girls first started hanging out together in the beginning of our senior year in high school all of us were single. Then a month or so afterwards Heather and Karen both had boyfriends while Jessi, Carolyn, and I were left out in the dust...sniff sniff...lol...A few months later Jessi started going out with the Toadie...and we dealt with the Jewish Jen episode...after Jessie and the Toadie were through Carolyn started going out with Randy...and for a long time Jessi and I were single...Then Jessi, Heather, Karen, and I went away to college...shortly after that Jessi and Alex started going out...
And...I was the single girl stuck in a college where the guys were either...
A)Taken
B)Sleeping with everyone in school
C)Gay
But despite those three things I still managed to have a lot of sex...a lot of casual sex but I was jealous...yes...jealous that all of my friends were happy with their significant others...but almost towards the end of my freshman year at Caz I thought that I might have found someone that I could have been happy with. Turns out I was wrong in more ways than one and again I was the single one...
Great things happen when you least expect it because right around when I was starting to pick up the pieces of my life...and right around when I was beginning to feel emotionally secure with myself again I met Mike and after a month of him courting me...well a guess a combination of us courting each other we became a couple...
So.....
In conclusion all of us Spice Girls...Sporty, Scary, Baby, Ginger, and Posh are finally off the market even though we're all tres tres sexy...better yet all of us are happy with the ones that we're with...and I hope the five of us are happy for a long time to come...So girls whose getting married first?????
Current Mood:  awake
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02:18 am
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Wow...I There Is A Difference...
People in my life have told me that sex feels different with someone that you love. I've had good casual sex before but never in my life did I think I would have even better sex with someone that I'm in love with. I know I shouldn't be writing this in my livejournal but hell...I don't give a shit. I...Whitney Taylor Evans...like sex...infact I like having sex twice a day...I like having sex in the bathroom...in the shower...in the backseat of my car...in Ghost Town...in a bar...Damn I sound like Dr. Seuss...or however you spelled his name. But not only is the sex great but I have fun just chilling with Mike watching reruns of Family Feud or going out with our friends...(Even though some of my good friends haven't met him yet---which I want them too!) But I can honestly say it feels good to have sex with someone that loves you back...someone that is there for you afterwards and that they just don't leave after sex...they actually stay...and cuddle with you afterwards...It just feels so good to be in love for all the RIGHT reasons...ahhhhhh
Current Mood:  loved
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11:53 am
[Link] | For the most part things have been going pretty damn good for me...
First and foremost some updates...the last time I publicly updated the journal I was still single and shit like that. Now I've been going out with a kick ass guy for a few weeks now...well a lot of people already know this. The thing is I'm actually happy with Mike...he's non-clingy, supportive, and super sweet...how many guys bring you all the donuts, and coolatas you could ask for??? Going out with Mike has been a pretty interesting adventure so far...
Secondly I finally exploded at work. I've been feeling like shit this past week or so. Last Sunday night I came home from work crying about everything going on in my life. This summer has been one BIG change for me. In the span of two months my parents split, I get a promotion at work, I get a boyfriend, a new car, started summer school...the list goes on...So after this week I'm no longer doing overnights but instead I'm working 3-12 which is a lot better because when I get out I can actually go to bars on Friday/Saturday nights and I get to work more with my faves. (I guess I really don't have a life if I work at McDonalds)
Lately I've come to terms with some negative things that have occured in my past. Still there's a couple people in my past I can't figure out why I got involved with them in the first place. One of them is clearly out of the picture and he's been out of the picture for years but the other one I'll be seeing around and frankly I'm not happy about that. Not that he's a bad person but he came into my life during a bad time. Now that I think about that period of time I can't belive what kind of person I was...and how I crazy I was to have feelings for someone like him...if anything all the hurt he caused made me a better person and I would like to thank him for that...so thank you...
My mom and sister have been doing pretty good. Brooke's been doing her own thing while my mom has been remodeling her room. (AKA-The Whore House) We haven't had a lot of time together lately due to the conflicts in our schedules...when I'm home both of them are out and when they're at home I'm out...but we'll eventually get together a little more before I go back to school.
I've been hanging out with a lot of people I used to hang out with way back in the day which has been wicked nice. It actually makes me remember the good times from junior high...though I haven't hung out with my high school girls too much! Heather...Jessi...Karen...if you read this we definately need to go out sometime soon!!!!!
OOooh I almost forgot I finally got a new car...it's a 1990 oldsmobile and I named is Grandpa Earl despite an overwhelming 50% of people on my buddy list voted for me to name the car Gold Member...its just that Grandpa Earl was the first thing I thought of when I saw my car. Its a really good car and I like it way better than the Monte Carlo...so I guess in the end I win...
Otherwise nothing remotely new has been going on but there's still three weeks left before I leave so god knows what else may occur...
I'll make another public update before I got back to school or shortly after I arrive at Caz...
Current Mood:  content
Current Music: "Hero"-Foo Fighters
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10:43 pm
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Hi There!
*Wow I haven't updated a public post in awhile...I'm letting everyone know that I'm still alive and that I haven't died yet...even though there were a couple times I wanted to this summer.
*Home in Rome...it took me three days to remember why I ran off to Caz in the first place. It's all about the drama. I swear to god I feel like I'm on some crazed soap opera half of the time until I realize that this soap opera is my life.
*The biggest change/challenge since coming home is my parents divorce. There comes a point in someones life where they have to grow up and instead of focusing on myself I have a mother and sister to worry about. Whoever said divorce changes one persons life is full of shit!
*I still work at McDonalds but instead of working days I'm on overnights. I'm still not sure if this 24/7 drivethru is such a good idea. For the most part I like working overnights. I'm more relaxed, less business, and I work with a tighter group of people...but I hate coming home and sleeping the day away
*Romance wise nothing much has changed. I did meet a couple guys recently and I'll just have to wait and see what happens there...but I wouldn't be surprised if I'm single for awhile...
*So I've had fifteen or so people ask if I'm really serious about this no sex for the summer vow. The answer is yes...I'm very serious about it. I've gone more than a month or so without sex and I haven't died yet from it. I like the fact that I don't have to worry about getting pregnant and instead can try to enjoy my summer
*Otherwise I really don't have much of anything to write about but I look foward to eventually hanging out with as many of my friends as possible after the divorce dies down a little bit...
Current Mood: mellow
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03:40 pm
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Moving On Up...
*Whats in the past is in the past...I can't turn back the clock...
*I'm over all of it...
*I don't hate anyone nor do I have any grudges against them...
*Its time for me to live for the moment...
Current Mood:  rejuvenated
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03:16 pm
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Awesome...
| How You Really Feel About Sex | Your desire is best described as impatient.
You need 25 minutes of foreplay.
During sex, you feel excited.
At orgasm, you think "Oooh Shit!".
At orgasm, you say "Oh My Fucking God!".
Your ideal sexual experience is exhilerating.
After sex, you'd like your partner to tell you "Good Job!". |
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04:52 pm
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Random Quizzes
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07:11 pm
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I Don't Know Anymore...
So I've been making these unexpected decisions the past couple weeks...
I've made some life altering changes...
I've made some choices...
Even though I made the "right" decisions
Why do I feel so miserable????
Current Mood: crappy
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02:30 pm
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My Schedule Kills Me!
Next semester I'm stuck taking a class on Alcohol and Drugs!!!
Hahahahahah!!!!!
Current Mood: amused
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10:21 am
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You Know The Saying....
Nice guys finish last...
I seriously don't buy it...
The new saying should be...
Nice guys always break girls hearts
Twice I've had my heart broken by two "nice" guys
Two guys that are very similar
Two guys that knew the right things to say
Two guys that crawled into my heart
In the end...
Two guys that broke my heart in two pieces...
Current Mood:  infuriated
Current Music: Unbreak My Heart-Toni Braxton
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11:21 am
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Drama Free For The Drama Queen
Things have finally calmed down for me. It seems like the past two months have being this giant rollercoaster ride. Up...then down...then up...then down...then down...I've experienced twice the drama this semester than I did in the fall. Five weeks left and its time for me to buckle down. Starting Monday I've gotten some of my work ethic back. I'm all caught up with reading, essays, and even began my research papers. Since Spring is finally here I feel that my mood has improved. Walking around campus yesterday I actually remembered why I cam here in the first place. Last year I remember coming for orientation and saying to myself "This is a really beautiful place and I'll be happy here". I still think this school is beautiful but the question is...am I happy here???? For the most part I don't mind being here until some crisis happens...then I begin to blame everything on this school. Now that things are finally normal again I feel happy.
I really need to have more days in my life like the one I had yesterday. It was a simple day...but lately I'm craving simplicity...and even more stability. Yesterday started off with a bang...literally a band. In US History I watched JFK's assaisination...and his brains...I came back to my room all shaken up...then I took a shower and went to this psychology experimentation thing. One experiment consisted of me holding a teapot in my right hand and pouring the water into cups as the student said cup 1...cup 2...and cup 3...over and over again. My arm was fucking killing me afterwards so I blew $25 at Kinneys and finally stocked up on the Hotpockets I've been craving.
All of a sudden I was in this cleaning frenzy so I cleaned my room and I even opened the windows and my door. Then I did a shit load of homework and the girls asked if I wanted to play frisbee with them. So we walked to the lake where we had a grand time. Kierst is the shit when it comes to frisbee while I suck ass. Then I had to make Crepes for my Multi-Cultural fair and that took almost two hours. Who knew making crepes would be a giant pain in the ass. Got back here and got invited to go to the Barbie Ho's and GI Joe's ball by Jessi...(believe me I'm going) Went downstairs to watch American Idol with James as we fought about Anwarr. (He's so fucking hot!) Came back here for awhile and then went to the store again with James and chilled out with him.
Sometimes the simplest days are the best ones of all
Current Mood: content
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10:40 pm
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A Public Update...
Damn! I haven't posted a public post in a long time. Tons of shit has been going on but somehow I'm surviving. Cazenovia College is like a toxic relationship. It's good for sometime but after awhile the shit gets sour. I'm fortunate enough to meet some very awesome people here. (You know who you are...)Then again there are certain people in that school that piss me off to no end. There are others who need to learn how to keep their hormones in check. (Blah blah blah)Despite the toxic relationship I'm there for the long-haul. If I decided to transfer somewhere else my credits would get all screwed and when I chose this college I intended on staying here the four years. It wouldn't be me if I decided to run away from my problems...
My love life is nonexisitent...the sex is almost nonexisitent as well. (I think my mother would be happy about that...)There are a couple guys that have a romantic interest in me...god knows why. There's a couple guys I even have a slight romantic interest in. One of them I'm very sexually compatable with but the distance is the main factor. There will always be a passionate spark between us but the timing sucks ass. The other guy is older and more sophisticated. I'm still in awe that he's even interested in me. Why would an attractive older guy like a nineteen year old college student? I'm still working out my self esteem issues. Some days I feel beautiful while others I feel like this big fat blimp. Constantly I'm comparing myself to other people...and I always manage to find at least one beautiful feature in people...even if I don't like them. After loosing weight I'm learning how to love myself...breasts...ass...and curves...
Academic wise I'm doing a lot better this semester. I've learned to appreciate Dr. Greene and I actually like History again. (Not enough for it to be my major...)Sociology is by far the most interesting class I'm in. Psychology bores me to death but I think it's the teacher more than anything. English is well English... Multi-Cultural is an interesting class. I learned my lesson from last semester and I don't intend to have a shitty GPA. (I think I drank way too much last semester....)
The past couple months I've been through some pretty shitty stuff. I'm not going to go indepth but I made a lot of mistakes. Currently I'm trying to correct those. I hurt a lot of peoples feelings...it even got to the point where I almost lost my identity. There were two rough nights in particular where I thought I was going to loose it. The first night I cried for three hours for no reason. I was doing my History Essay when I started crying. First of all I'm not the type that gets emotional...I couldn't control my tears for the longest time. The second time I threw the famous Evans temper and dented my door. I was so fucking angry!! Hell I even screamed to the point where my RA had to calm me down. Thank god my roomate was out of town that weekend. I had shit all over the room. I threw shoes, fruit cans, anything that made a loud sound. I was slammed my door constantly...screamed on the phone when my friends called. Eventually I calmed down a few days later...but things were tense until I came home this week...
Spring Break has been nice. I didn't go to Canada with the Caz girls but I did have a night out with the 3HB's. Hung out with my favorite Romans whom I haven't seen in awhile. Hell I even got along with my parents this week which was nice. I even started cooking again which I forgot how much that relaxed me. A couple days ago I picked up my Sax and started playing. (I'm not as good as I used to be)A week away from school was much needed.
I'm going back to Caz on Sunday and I plan to isolate myself from some of the drama going on there. Right now I need to concentrate on completing the semester with a decent GPA. Hopefully I'll have a decent summer and I have some goals in mind...
A)Work my desired 11-7 at Burger Hell (AKA McDonalds)
B)Take take that summer class at MVCC
C)Not get into any automotive related incidents
D)Figure out this whole relationship drama shit
E)Hang out with my friends more...both Rome and Caz...
F)Actually enjoy the summer...
Oh fuck my cat Elmo is humping me...as my mom says "Elmo is like a typical man he's always going after the trash first..." lol...
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12:38 pm
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"Mom! Everyone is doing it!"
Your Life: The Soundtrack | Created by aiko and taken 19670 times on bzoink! | | Opening credits | "Rumors"-Lindsay Lohan | | Waking up | "Wake me up inside"-Evenescence | | Average day | "All By Myself"-Celine Dion | | First date | "First date"-Blink 182 | | Falling in love | "I can't help falling in love with you"-Elvis Presley | | Love scene | "Colorblind"-Counting Crows | | Fight scene | "Falling Away From Me"-Korn | | Breaking up | "My Happy Ending"-Avril Lavigne | | Getting back together | "Back Together Again"Roberta Flack | | Secret love | "Always On My Mind"-Elvis Presley and Willie Nelson | | Life's okay | "Those Are The Days Of Our Lives"-Queen | | Mental breakdown | "Insane"-Cold | | Driving | "On The Road Again"-Willie Nelson | | Learning a lesson | "Wateralls"-TLC | | Deep thought | "In My Life"-John Lennon | | Flashback | "Summer of 69"-Brian Adams | | Partying | "Tipsy"-Chingy | | Happy dance | "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun"-Cindy Lauper | | Regreting | "My Confessions"-Usher | | Long night alone | "Here I Go Again"-Whitesnake | | Death scene | "Everytime"-Britney Spears | | Closing credits | "Closing Time"-Semi Sonic | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
Current Mood:  accomplished
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09:14 pm
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The Picture Says It All...
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11:58 am
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In The Mood For Quizzes...
I Believe In a Thing Called Love by The Darkness |
"I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everythin' is A.OK!"
You played it cheesy and campy in 2004, but you know how to rock out.
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Your New Years Resolution Should Be: Tell your boss to screw off |
Seriously. You know you really, really want to.
Life's too short to have a job you hate...
And though you may be a success, you're secretly miserable.
Time to try out a new career - maybe one involving g-strings?
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You Are the Investigator |
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You're independent - and a logical analytical thinker.
You love learning and ideas... and know things no one else does.
Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations.
You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it.
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09:53 pm
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True Colors Don't Lie...
What Color is Your Brain?
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Current Music: Zat You Santa Claus?--Louis Armstrong
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12:22 am
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Playing the celebrity cupid game...
Here's some famous single people that I feel should hook up...
Angelina Jolie... Colin Farrell...
 
Anna Nicole Smith... George Clooney...
 
Cher... Jack Nicholson...
 
Current Mood:  relaxed
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12:14 am
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A little Anna Nicole in me...
Current Mood: amused
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